I looked forward to my time with P today..
I had so much I brought with me to say....
I felt the feelings.....I thought the thoughts......
but my mouth did not open my lips did not move....
the thoughts were not out that window today..
they were here inside me...wanting to say....
she was there open to receive....
but there was someone not wanting to be seen...
Such war I feel inside of me...
to open the door and let her see...
why can't I use my own key..
open the door
let her see....
the places he took me ...though there was pain..
I was almost free...
but now I'm stuck in a place.....
where I can't use the key....
I hear you LOUD AND CLEAR. I do understand, truly I do. I am so sorry. I wish there was something more I could do to help. But, I am here for you, for whatever that is worth. You are in my thoughts...take care.
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ReplyDeleteBonnie,can I help u in any way,you heard me out..making me feel so much better,tell me as to what I can do for u...
ReplyDeleteBongo Girl,
ReplyDeleteYou have the key you haven't lost it. It is just under the surface waiting for a wave to wash the sand off it so it will glimmer in the sunlight. Once that wave comes you will be able to bend over and pick it up.
You are the key Bonnie...
xoxo
Jessica